squat and take short breaths for 60 seconds. then take a deep breath and blow hard into interlocked hands until you black out. do it with a partner.
Im gonna try a lessened version tonight and then do the real thing with Kaniel tomorrow. k
i wouldnt say i’m craving attention but i kind of am. i dont know why it bugs me so much. i’m gonna ask kaniel once he sobers up how to get into the ER. i know it’ll cost a shit load of money to pay for and stuff but i’ll just cut down on some expenses. no big deal, hopefully if i wake up i can be considered something of worth right? lol im just gonna wait. maybe i’ll do it tuesday. sometime this week though. yes.
